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Friday, November 24th, 2006
7:33 pm	technically i should be studying.... so obviously i'm not studying. im pissed off with something and its bothering me. but i guess i should write a recap of what's been goin on with me since the last time i wrote. which was a LONG ass time ago. lol. so here we go... so since the end of july, i've been dating, well now officially with, this guy from work. i've known him since i started working there and i've always thought he was really cute and handsome. and its weird cuz he was interested in me too. lol. honestly, i dont think i've ever been this happy before. he makes me smile like no tomorrow.. almost as if you forget absolutely everything when you see him. i just can't stop thinking about him. it's ONLY been 2 1/2 almost 3 months. jesus. i guess that's what they mean when they say, the beginning of the relationship is always the happiest and most blissful time. i didnt experience that with my ex, which is why im on cloud 9 rite now. on top of that, im so into this guy. but with us working together, it makes it a bit difficult sometimes. just gossip in the office, etc etc. and then of course, u have those ppl who are jealous and trying to start shit. ARGH!! anyways, i guess im just not in the best of mood today. it seems like there are so many obstacles in our relationship already... not bad ones. but just with work and family stuff gettin in the way. we used to see each other everyday when we first started dating.. but now, cuz of his business and on top of that his 9-5, i see him less and i hate that. i mean i understand and im supportive, but i cant help being disappointed and upset sometimes. i dont know.. i guess the best thing to do now is just to suck it up and ride it out and see how it goes. ~toodles Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: diddy feat. christina aguilera - tell me (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 16th, 2006
10:59 pm	pretty decent weekend so first off, HAPPY EASTER everyone!! hope u all had a great weekend. and now a recap of my weekend... friday: lounged around at home most of the day and then went to distrikt w/my cousin, chiko & J here are some pics to show u what my nite was like : thats how we do it mutha*uckas!! my 2 hot bois and i tha posse! hahahaha. anyways, just some pics for ur viewing pleasure. now saturday: went out and ran some errands during the day and stayed home at nite. i was gonna go to dream, but i felt ugly and gross. so i stayed in! :P sunday: stayed in, cleaned out my closet, threw out A SHITLOAD OF CLOTHES and just pretty much stayed home. wanna go to level rite now.. but no one worth goin with. thats it for now. gone to watch more of the new HARRY POTTER movie! SO GOOD! Current Mood: amused Current Music: harry potter theme music (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 11th, 2006
7:33 pm	dating someone from work? do you think dating someone from work is weird?? im SORTA experiencing something like that, but not officially dating.. just casual talking. and it's making work a lot more interesting! :D lol i almost feel like i'm in school again! jesusss! anyways, started working full time today and i'm already looking forward to NOT having to work full time. how am i gonna get thru the next 50 years of my life? sigh. anyways, enough writing for now. gonna nap! ~ toodles Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: my phone beeping (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 9th, 2006
7:50 pm	FINALLY! sooo im officially done my 3rd year of university. wow .. its been a longgggg ride. BUT thankfully, its over. now my summer has started.. i need to make a list of the things im gonna do so let me start now. to do list for summer 2006 - goin to level later on tonite. i heard its good on sundays - spending the day to myself tomorrow - goin to miami @ the end of may - taste of danforth - caribanna (i cant wait!!) - goin to HK at the end of august - mite go with patrice to west palm beach when she goes - thinking of cancun for july - shop shop shop - buy bikinis for miami & elsewhere Current Mood: content Current Music: nelly feat. paul wall - grillz (Comment on this)
Friday, April 7th, 2006
6:21 pm	i think i just died and went to heaven.... this is one of the sexiest man alive! JESUS CHRIST! yes i know he's a bit older, like 30 something? but GODDAMN!!!!!!!!!! i wouldnt mind have his babies! hahaha. yea i was just watching mary j. blige's video for "be without you" and terrence dashon howard is in it. omggg. he's so goddamn sexy! and i was telling patrice that when i was watching the video.. all of a sudden i saw her, when she's 35. mary j is in real good shape for a 30 or is it 40 something yr old woman. anyways, im in luv with the song and now that this man is in the video, im just head over heels! HAHAHAHA! Current Mood: horny (Comment on this)
2:03 pm	rain rain go away.. GODDAMMIT! so its raining like ass today and its disgusting. this weather puts me in a bad mood.. not to mention real tired and sleepy. now, how am i suppose to get any studying done? so i just got home from goin to school to drop off my essay. i really don't understand why people are scared to drive in the rain? i mean snow i can understand, but rain? come on people, don't you shower? are you scared to shower? jesus christ. ANYWAYS, onto other things... so i've been doing my crunches lately, cuz i gotta get in shape for... *drum roll* MIAMI!!!! yeah yeah! haha. yesss gotta get in shape and look real good. find me a hot daddy! hahahaha. yea rite. anyways, so far the planning is good for miami. it's gonna be be amazing! i cant wait!! im gonna start singin that miami song by will smith! mwahahahaha. aite back to more studying. Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: t.i. - wat u know (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 5th, 2006
1:47 pm	first update.. in who knows how long? okay soo its been a long while since i've posted anything. but now that i'm single and i need a place to rant from time to time.. what better way than here? :D so rite now, im sittin here trying to do these exam questions. yes the prof from my criminal justice system class gave us the exam questions. there's 7 in total and theres gonna be 5 choices on the exam = i have to prepare for 4 questions. these questions are ridiculously vague, not to mention retarded. AND the readings from the course are not relevant nor do they help me shape my answer in any shape or form. (did i mention i havent done any readings for that class since last term? HAHA) sooo basically, im screwed. oh yea did i mention, i have a humanities essay on "sexism on television" due on friday?? yeaaa... so im fuked for this weekend. cuz my CJS exam is on sunday @ 2:30 for THREE FUCKING HOURS!!! jesus christ. i hate this shit. so i'll be locking myself up in my room all week. good thing is after this week.. my summer starts. SUCKERS! to you people who have exams till the end of APRIL!! HAHAHAHA! aite.. im out. gotta keep concentrating. yea, like thats gonna happen. ~ toodles Current Mood: nerdy Current Music: mary j. blige - be without you (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 7th, 2003
2:24 am	what's in store for me? wow here i am again. writing in this ol' thing. well.. i guess sometimes u just need to express ur feelings. n because i'm just too lazy to write it all down. let's type it. so i got accepted to UofT @ sauga, ryerson & york. the 3 that i applied to. and i've decided that i'm going to york.. gonna double major in law & society and psychology or if criminology is approved.. then criminology. yes, ur lookin at a future criminal and civil litigation lawyer. so far as school goes, its settled. now i just gotta get thru the next 30 days left of my high school career. another chapter has finished, it'll be sealed and cherished for all times. i've certainly enjoyed high school. it seemed as if it was only yesterday i started gr9. it's quite sad. i know i often say i won't miss it, but i know i'll catch myself driving by st.joes quite often after high school's done. anyways... i just sorta lost my mood rite now. so i guess i'll continue this another day. when my mind permits me. lol. Current Mood: mellow (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 2nd, 2003
4:41 pm	phew.. 3 more months alrite all u other OACs out there.. have u guys noticed that there's only 3 more months of high school and we're done? jesus christ.. i can't wait. anyways, i was just readin my last entry and realized how much things have changed. for one, i only have 3 more months of school. 2nd me & my previous bf, well i guess what i said was rite, nothing in life is guaranteed. and its true cuz we're history. but it was a good experience while it lasted. rite now im focusin on school, n not so much on relationships. i figure, relationships are for ppl who are ready to settle down. rite now, i haven't even found the person i wanna settle down with, so i dont think i should even think about settlin down for at least 2 years. anyways.. that's it for now. im workin on my law stuff now. so i guess .. well HOPEFULLY, i'll be in the mood to rite more later on. :) ciao! Current Mood: busy Current Music: fabolous feat. ashanti + so into you (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 17th, 2002
11:52 pm	oooohhhhh... im back! wow! when was the last time i updated this thing? im sorry for all my readers, im sure there aren't many. but whatever. anyways, i'm currently in hong kong. yep 2 more weeks to go. but yea, i dunno i guess rite now i just felt like maybe i should write something down. get my emotions out. so i guess this place is a good place to do it. well this summer i did summer school, oac finite, got an 85% for final. now that's gonna look good on my university application next year. =) let's hope i do good in calculus next year too. i heard it's easy, but i still struggle in math. but anyways, moving on. i've also done quite a bit this summer. i think i wrote some of it down, like going to oasis and having shisha. **it's arabic/persian** for all of u who don't know, it's a type of flavored tobacco. and u can get like strawberry flavor, or apple, etc. it's hype. =) i also went to "my apartment" for my first clubbin experience. that was nice. i met so many people that nite. planning to go back there and go to other clubs when i get home. can't wait! and i've also had my heart broken.. but i'm recovering but it's still really hard. im not gonna post the details on here. let's just say it was shitty. and i dunno, it makes me wonder why i can never find that prince charming in my life. i mean i usually don't get attached to guys easily. there's only been 2 guys in my life whom i've gotten attached to. the 1 from 4 years ago, and the recent guy that stepped into my life. i hate this. i spill my heart out to just 2 guys and they both threw it away. why must i go thru these things when i see so many happy couples out there? does me not willing to put out make a difference? i mean is sex a factor? i don't get it. lots tell me, it's their loss and that i shouldn't throw away my self-respect and self-dignity just b/c a guy wants sex. but sometimes i see that the gurls who are willing to put out seem to get guys so much easier. and they're not all bad guys who are in it for sex. some of them are the nicest guys u'll ever find. i dunno maybe everyone's lieing nowadays. well actually that seems to be the case. but u know what, there's only 2 weeks left of summer, it's my last year and i really gotta concentrate. so fuk all this bullshit. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: tantro metro & devonte // give it to her hard (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 1st, 2002
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Friday, May 24th, 2002
1:13 am	hope u don't mind bonz! School: Have you ever... 01. Skipped school? -- nope 02. Skipped a class? -- yes 03. Slept through a class? -- god, religion and english! i mean come on now.. pride and prejudice? 04. Thrown things at the teacher, and what did you throw? -- yes, paper. 05. Done mean things to people in your class? -- does rubbin chalk on some gyrl's chair and then watching her sit on it.. consider a mean thing? 06. Cheated on tests? -- fuk yes. how do u think i pass my math tests?? lol 07. Plagarized? -- not really 08. Copied someone else's work? -- uhh duh. who doesn't? 09. Been suspended, and for what? -- nope 10. Been expelled, and for what? -- NO! 11. Had detention? -- nopeee 12. Brought a weapon to school, and what was it? -- nope. 13. Stolen something from someone at school? -- uhhh no. 14. Had drugs in your posession at school? -- does cigarettes count? lol Home: Have you ever... 01. Done something your parents specifically said NOT to? -- of course. my belly button ring n smoking? hello!! 02. Snuck out and been caught? -- no cuz that's deadly! lol 03. Snuck out and got away with it? -- nopee haven't tried and not planning to 04. Hit a family member? -- yea. lol 05. Been grounded for a month or more? -- chinese people don't ground their kids, i'll tell ya that much. 06. Had a party at your house unsupervised? -- not really. i don't want all these dumb people coming into my house.. so no. 07. Broken something & lied about it? -- yes 08. Stolen money from your family members? -- no. who stoops that low? 09. Had a fistfight with your sibling? -- i have no siblings! 10. Gotten in trouble for bad grades? -- haha. unfortunately, yea. but u gotta understand, my parents consider an 80 a bad mark. Drugs: Have you ever... 01. Smoked cigarettes? -- hell yea. what am i doing now?? 02. Drank alcohol? -- who hasn't?? 03. Been so drunk you passed out? -- that no. 04. Puked from drug usage? -- nope! ewe! 05. Sniffed permanent markers or white out to get "high"? -- no, but u know how when ur using ur white out and the smell comes spreadin out and u start sniffin. that's wat i do. 06. Smoked the killer weed (marijuana)? -- i've tried, but don't like it. 07. Smoked the killer weed (oregano)? -- ewe! no!! 08. Taken any pill medication that wasn't prescribed to you? -- noooo 09. Smoked crack, or any other drug? -- nopee 10. Tried heroin in any form? -- what do i look like?? no. 11. Tried X? -- nopee 12. Candy flipped? -- huh?? 13. Bought illegal drugs? -- not really. i usually bum off people. but i have no intention of doing drugs so whatever 14. Sold illegal drugs? -- nope 15. Had an adult or older person buy you alcohol or cigarettes? -- haha. no. it's called FAKE ID! 16. Stolen alcohol or cigarettes from a store? -- nope. 17. Driven drunk or under the influence of anything? -- no. r u fuked? 18. Done any unusual drugs? -- nope 19. Tried inhalants? -- no 20. Took sleeping pills? -- no 21. Took caffeine pills? -- no 22. Used 3 or more drugs at once? -- nope 22. Tripped acid? -- nope 23. Hallucinated? -- from not sleeping for a day .. yes. lol. 24. Taken a drug & swore you'd never take it again because of something that happened? -- nope 25. Overdosed? -- goddamn it. NO! 26. Taken something you didn't know what it was? -- no! 27. Played a game such as "Who will get the drugs"? -- nope. who the fuk thinks up games like that and where are they? 28. Been in a drinking contest? -- NO! i'd like to keep my liver clean thank u. 29. Won a drinking contest? -- nope 30. Gone to school/work on drugs? -- nope 31. Been caught by your parents or any adult while you were on drugs? -- uhhh NO!! (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 16th, 2002
10:33 am	dreaming........ well as im sitting here in oac business admin, printing out my articles off thestar.com .. i just realized that i totally forgot about this dream that i was having a few nites ago. it was a dream about my ex and i... u can guess the details. lol. but it was the best dream, even tho i couldn't remember a huge chunk of it. from what i do remember, it was heaven. so u see, i still can't seem to completely forget about him. the funniest thing is, i have jonathan in my life. BUT, he still hasn't said whether we're official or not and im starting to lose interest .. once again. it's sad u know, cuz the other day my friend goes to me, "u know me and vanessa made a bet as to whether how long u guys would last.. i think she won, but by half a week." i was dying!! lol. how hurting is that?? making a bet on my love life .. but it's true. i change my mind so easily. and now look where i am?? lol. and i do not feel like taking jonathan to prom either.. ARGH!! i dunno .. maybe im just a natural bitch that way. but i guess.. i'll wait it out. i'll write more tonite tho! btw... i FINALLY found the 2 songs that the carribean performance played at the international day. it's HYPE!!! lol. Current Mood: confused Current Music: T.O.K. // chi chi mon (Comment on this)
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Wednesday, May 15th, 2002
3:31 am	chek this!! I am 81-100% Ghetto I am GHETTO FABULOUS. *what the fuK?? i think that's a mistake. IM GHETTO??? of all people?? OH MY!!* See which Greek Goddess you are. See what Care Bear you are. See what Care Bear you are. *hey im both!!* discover what candy you are @ stvlive.com Take the Online BULLSHIT fucktard tests: How good are you in bed test by dr jo0lie *mwahahahahahahahaha* (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 8th, 2002
8:02 pm	swarovski anyone?? guess what??? i found pictures of the necklace that i ordered 2 weeks ago. here it is isn't it gorgeous??? i think it is. i got the call today and u should've seen me .. i was literally jumping for joy. oh and lemme share w/u the rest of my collection: this is the most recent cross necklace that i got.. i think i got it back in february or something: this is one of the bracelets that i got around my b-day .. but mine's in blue: im still trying to find a picture of the bracelet that i got recently ... can't find it. hmph. well that's all the eye candy for now ... YAYAYAYAYAAYAYA! gonna go pick up the blue crystal cross necklace saturday!! (Comment on this)
Friday, April 26th, 2002
2:19 am	oh yea ... i finally uploaded this pic of me and my cousins.. it's the best pic!! guys remembers our dream. we gunna be cruisin down bayview in our 3 BLACK BMW 330 CIs. and viola'll be tagging along in her little YELLO VOLKSWAGEN BEETLE!!!!! with the SUNFLOWERS! ahahahaha. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 18th, 2002
1:46 am	angie's leaving tomorrow .. and so is kathy i must agree that my life these past couple of weeks have been shit. angie's leaving tomorrow.. to niagara falls, and she's not coming back. i know it's only 2 hours away.. still, everything's gonna be different. i'm gonna miss her so much. and kathy's leaving for florida tomorrow.. bitch! going to st.petersburgh. lucky lucky. no wondur she had to go wax her legs today.. haha. anyway, i'm not in a good mood today. (fi - u know what im talking about) i don't know what it is that's bothering me.. u know how sometimes u just get those days when ur just so depressed that nothing can bring u up?? yea well today's one of those days. why is that, just when life is going all good and amazing, something HAS to come and kick u RIGHT in the ass and fuck up everything?? Current Mood: depressed Current Music: jermaine dupri // ballin outta control (Comment on this)
Monday, April 8th, 2002
7:35 pm	all of those rainy days .... spend ya lifetime tryin to wash away ugh. today was a rainy and ugly day. i hate it when it rains and u know wat else sux? linda and angie were BOTH not here today and i didn't have my car.. so me, kathy and katherine had to eat in the CAFE!! how stupid was that?? we walked in and we were literally like, okay we haven't been here in a while and it's making us sick. but we had no choice. so then after we finished our lunch, we went to guidance and there's this little space where u could sorta sit and study, so we sat there and talked. katherine showed me her nipple ring, i thought she took it out before cuz i heard that everyone who got it done took it out cuz it was too painful and it wasn't healing well. but apparently she got it done again, and it's healing pretty good now. at least it wasn't like blue and shit, like last year. omg. i don't have that much homework today, so i'm gonna relax and finish up my grad write-up thing, cuz it's due tomorrow and if we don't get it in by tomorrow, then it's not going in the yearbook. what fags. okay well anyways the weirdest thing happened to me just now. tony, my current ex, just called me. i don't know what he wants, but b/c he was cutting out and i could barely hear him, he says he'll call me back in an hour or so. watch, he probably wants me to take him to yorkdale so he could change his shoes. what a fukin tard. Current Mood: relaxed Current Music: fat joe feat. ja rule. ashanti // what's luv? (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 4th, 2002
8:39 pm	prom date finally settled!! aite guys, they've OFFICIALLY established the st.joes prom 2002's date.. it's JUNE 7TH!!! not may 24th.. thank god. cuz then that's the same day as st. rob's prom and linda and kathy would be the first ones to NOT go! LOL. but yep finally, it's settled. now i can go book my appointments for my nails, hair and makeup. aight all settled. whew. now i just gotta find a dress.... well today we got off at 1:30 and b/c kathy didn't have a ride home, i drove her. but we went to bubble tea at commerce first. then i went to her house and she showed me her dress.. AHHHH so nice! :) ohh and she showed me her shoes. she's gonna look so amazing. and linda's dress i still gotta see... ahhh. gotta hurry up and find mine. hmmm. besides that, she showed me some pictures of these guys that she's been telling me about. the "SOLID GINOS!" ahahaha. "WOP TALK!!" then we went downstairs to teach her brother how to tell time.. and to help him w/his homework. when her mom came home, we went upstairs and we sat on her bed and just talked. we talked about everything.. but ironically.. mostly about sex. ahahahaha. NO we both haven't done it. just talked about how some people at school are just .. ehh.. well disgusting. lol. then i left and went to canadian tire for my mom, cuz my car's license plate needs to be renewed so i had to take the car in for that stupid emission test. of course, my car passed! woohoo! now i gotta go get the paper work done tomorrow. argh. btw.. still no verdict on who im gonna take to prom yet. come on guys, HELP ME HERE!! WORK W/ME!! Current Mood: relaxed Current Music: solid base // stay with me (Comment on this)